Dependence. Independence. Interdependence. I realized that I have been emotionally dependent for most of my life. If I could, I would travel back in time and stop myself from blaming people for the negative emotions I felt - emotions that I thought gave me the right to be a cold-hearted, selfish person I am today.… Continue reading Clairvoyance
While I was having my regular existential crisis before going to bed this afternoon, I realized that every time I try to go to the "serious career" path, somehow I always end up going on a different one. Like... *4 years ago* Le me: *3rd year college in the middle of taking Accountancy degree* Le… Continue reading Is it not meant to be?
I love that I'm in love with a human being -- not a robot who just follows my orders because I'm a girl to be pleased, not a pet who's just there to spoil and comfort me. No. I'm in love with a human - one who functions without me, who comes back to tell… Continue reading I love being in love with a human being
What is the word for waiting for something that might never come? With all the interpretations in the world – hopeful, optimistic, stupid, or even being a hopeless romantic – no one can really tell the right word during the moment you’re waiting. I like to believe I’m being hopeful, reserved and respectable. But alone… Continue reading The Gray Area
I haven’t offered my best for the past twenty years and I take that as a good thing. Because once you reach the ‘best’ you can only go downhill from there. And hell, I don’t intend to go downhill from my 20s!
WARNING: Not suitable for audiences who dislike ranting. For two almost four weeks now, I've been in the most emotionally distressing days of my life that my sister is actually calling this my delayed puberty stage. Probably because I haven't really acted out before; to be fair though, I haven't been this stressed before from… Continue reading Being Emotionally Turbulent in a Dysfunctional World
First off, I hope you're doing fine. Sorry, it's taking me so long to be worthy of having you but I promise it'll be worth the wait. I'm really working on a lot of personality development and it's driving me crazy, trust me, but I'm not giving up until I get there. I'm actually wondering… Continue reading To ‘The One’
I was so happy working on my project. I am happy with everything going on and out of the blue my friend from the previous life decided to remind me that he loves his girlfriend very much, her and just her. Maybe it was the suddenness of it all but my chest contracted it felt… Continue reading Free Flowing Thoughts